Last night talking to her again,
I felt like telling her,
How much i still luv her,
How much i still miss her.
But my mind was dumb,
I lost my thoughts.
Why everytime she makes me feel like this,
I loose myself whenever m close to her.
I dont think she never cared,
But m not sure even if she ever had.
Confusing my thoughts,
She makes me miss her more.
I dont want to b wid her now,
But i dont want to loose her too.
I know its strange,
I know its unreal,
But cant she see these tears.
Tears on sand loosing their pain,
Unnoticable in dry rain.
Still trying to gain,
A hope in vain.
I was always helpless,
Whenever i was wid her.
Sumtimes watching her cry,
But unable to make her laugh.
Sumtimes feeling her lonliness,
Still so numb to say anything.
I remained so far,
I remained unnoticed.
But that was not what i wanted,
I needed her as much as i need her now.
I lived in darkness,
Could never express myself.
Just crying on my state,
Accepting the fate.
And the tears on sand vanished in pain,
Unnoticable in dry rain.
Still trying to gain,
A hope in vain.
My life is a mess,
I want to loose it.
But thats going to solve nothing,
N my tries r also getting failed.
So what is the way to make her believe,
I love her truely n i really mean.
Now m waiting for the day,
She'll b mine.
N i hope it happens,
Before m buried.
These tears of blood now coming to rain,
Hiding every pain.
Still trying to gain,
A hope in vain.
A hope in vain.
